my 1st poem..or call it 'feelings'...

*RECENT FEELINGS...*

Why ? i can't await....
If its really love...
Why ? i can't believe in my love...

What , if we can't meet...
can't go any good place hand on hand...
what , if he is not with me
in beautiful moments...
what , if he is not with me
in my sad moment....
What , if he is not here
to hug me wheneva i feel alone..
what , if he doesn't say..
" i love you "
wheneva i need to hear this words..


how can i be soo selfish ??
is it that , i don't believe my love..??
or i m jealous of some couples..
around me...???who use to be soo lovely..
who , use to be together always
when they need each other.....


then , why my love is like that ???
why , i m the unlucky one ??


no no...its not that i don't believe my love...
i believe in it..
and i believe him...
and may be , it is that..what help me to live life that happy
it is what,make me live for tomorrow...
when i can meet him...
when we can be together foreva..

and yeah...i'll wait...
i'll wait for that day...
THAT SPEACIAL DAY OF MY LIFE.....