*happy b'day* my love...

my special day


hey,b'day boy !
did anyone tell you,
how special your b'day is?
for me,your b'day...
is the most special day!
it's the day,you came into this world..
and then you came into ma life..
i thank you a hundred times,
to come to this world..
and ofcourse,comming into ma life,
giving me all sweet memories...
it is you,who keeps me living
it is only you,who makes my day brighter..
my each and every day belongs to you..
although,my everyday is special with you,
but,today..is your b'day...
so today,i ask god
to give you all my happiness...
i ask him to,
give you my half age...
and give me all your problems..
i give you my whole life,
all my love,as much i ever cud love anyone...
yeah,it's you..
for whome i was saving all this...
and today,is the perfect day..
to give you all this...
so,lets make this day,
a very memorable,never ending happy
and a very very precious day!!
a day with all of love,
a day with you and me only!!

thanks for tolerating my stupidity....(>o<)

*still i luv u*

i know sometimes i am unfair....
i understand...but my heart...
it doesnt even try to understand....
i really doesnt mean to hurt you...
its just some unspoken words,which hurts you....
i wanna say,i wanna let you feel wht i feel..
its just i donno the way to say,and wht excetly to say...
yeah,every love matter has happy and sad moments...
but still,donno why this heart denies to have those *sad moments*....
it always wanna be happy..happy with you....
but,i guess,i am also a lil hurt...
i dont wanna be...but this heart..it says i am...
i know you are mine..
i know you love me...
i know you are trustable...
but..then why i envy when you are with someone else..?
then why i am upset when you are not with me...?
then why,sometimes i cry..just coz of your some unspoken words..?
i know sometimes i unfair...
i might be rude few times...
i might be angry often times...
i might be boring most of the times...
but its just that....*i luv u*...
i can be way bad,still i luv u...
yeah i do....

sometimes this happens......

A crying sleepless night...Again!

here comes one more night..
a night without you..
a crying sleepless night!
all lovers are together..
in this rainy night...
all ppl seems happy...
just u and me are so far apart..
i wonder! why it happend with us...
why we are so far..
why we are so helpless?
we have a pure love,
we have each-others trust,
we have spirit..
then still,why we are so poor,far apart!
it's not the first night,
am having sleepless...
there are so many sleepless nights
in my *love dictionary*..
time is going on..
still,our meeting day neva comes..
i wonder!how long we need to wait more..!
i may sound kiddish..
i may have less patiance..
i may cry excess..
i may miss you ova limit..
but,this all is coz,wht u mean to me!..
our love is strong,its just helpless...
today...i will have *a crying sleepless night again*...
but i fare not,those all same nights as today...
coz,my this night will bring my happy nights...
yeah,those nights seems very very far from me..
still,i'll wait...
i'll wait for those lovely nights..
when i'll be in your arms,
so far from this world..

if i eva treat me as a flower....

* Me,the flower*

Though if i fall down by storng wind
though if i get toutured by cold rain..

But still i keep looking into the sky.. still...

autuam,spring,winter comes & goes..
Lots of difficulties goes throw the life...

But, Till i meet my trusty dream...
my dreams tour won't stop...

Work hard.....
yeah !! one day the flower will groom..
Don't worry...


i don't want to hear kind word..
Nor expect a warm hug...

i'd like to be a flower on the way,
from where you cross by...

i'll be here till you again cross the road..
sometimes laughting..sometime will cry..


then i'll tell myself again,
work hard..
yeah !! one day the flower will groom..
don't worry..


I will make a wish to the falling star..
I'll tell my guilties to the far-standing sun..


then...I'll work hard...
Yeah !! one day the flower will groom..
don't cry...stand firm...

was written for a frnd...by me...

its baut him..


he says me to write baut him...
i am notta pro to write...
still...i go..to his way...
the way he is...to write away..
i feel..he is hurt...he is hurt deeply...
he neva seems to be so...
still i like his face with cute smiley..
you cant call him a hero...
nor even a fool fellow...
still he is something different...
something which can touch your heart deeply...
nah..dont fall in love with him...
just love him...he need it...
you will enjoy your time with him..
not to entertain him..but to get entertained..
he is a kind creature of God..
dont expect love from him..
still love him..he need it...

this will go on...yeah...

*I know this things will go on*


from the 1st time i meet you,
i m feeling changes in me..

the 1st time i saw your tears,
i realised how to cry to care for someone speacial..

this things will go on
and one day it will become a great memory..

the 1st time i become to know the real meaning of "love"
i just realised i've to face every difficulties to turn it true..

then,i wish this beautiful days to be continue
and i realised,theres nothing much i need to live!!

this things will go on
and one day it will become a great memory..

i know,it's going to be soo rude for us,
but i know it will trun on kind by tuff..

this will make our love more pure,
and it's going to teach us how to live in love..

though our dream will break
or we'll go apart...

but our "love" will grow on..
our life stands,but,time will go on..

yeah!right now i realized this valuable "thing"
and i must be careful with this..

and i know..
this things will go on
and one day it will become a great memory..

you are everything.....

*you are 'everything'* <3~

you might be nothing for you..
but..you are so many thing for me..
i don't have right words to explain..
but,still i want to let you know...
you are the "word",i love you speak...
you are the "song",i love to sing...
you are the "pain",i love to gain...
you are the "rain",i love to wet in...
you are the "mirror",i love to look in...
you are the "story",i love to read...
you are the "mystery",i love to hide...
you are the "dream",i love to trust...
you are the "bird",i love to fly with...
you are the "breath",i love to take...
you are the "truth",i love to proud...
you are the "feeling",i love to feel...
you are the "flower",i love to smell...
you are the "one",i loved as beloved...
you are the "past",i loved...
you are the "future",I'd only love...
you are the "present",i love to love...
what else to tell you...
i've no such words...
but still i want to let you know...
you might be nothing for you..
but,you mean "EVERYTHING" to me...
"i love you"...

my 1st poem..or call it 'feelings'...

*RECENT FEELINGS...*

Why ? i can't await....
If its really love...
Why ? i can't believe in my love...

What , if we can't meet...
can't go any good place hand on hand...
what , if he is not with me
in beautiful moments...
what , if he is not with me
in my sad moment....
What , if he is not here
to hug me wheneva i feel alone..
what , if he doesn't say..
" i love you "
wheneva i need to hear this words..


how can i be soo selfish ??
is it that , i don't believe my love..??
or i m jealous of some couples..
around me...???who use to be soo lovely..
who , use to be together always
when they need each other.....


then , why my love is like that ???
why , i m the unlucky one ??


no no...its not that i don't believe my love...
i believe in it..
and i believe him...
and may be , it is that..what help me to live life that happy
it is what,make me live for tomorrow...
when i can meet him...
when we can be together foreva..

and yeah...i'll wait...
i'll wait for that day...
THAT SPEACIAL DAY OF MY LIFE.....